| Lauren Barry: you were my motivation to update this thing.
I'm sitting in Vermont, enjoying the nice weather and realizing..fuck, i'm almost half way done with college. Next year I'm going to have to make some major decisions about my life, and where i want to go to medical school, and start studying for the MCATs...its all a little overwhelming.
this school year has been nothing short of ridiculous. my major is really difficult, and organic chemistry is quite possibly the worst fucking class i've ever taken. sophomore year of highschool when freakin francine emond said she made a shirt that said "i survived organic chemistry" i laughed at her. now, i'm thinking of making my own damn shirt.
ive gone back and forth with whether or not i like saint mikes anymore, because its hard because a lot of my friends ended up transferring. this semester, though, i've realized that i do love it here. it got to the point that it hought of staying up here for the whole summer. there are times that i hate vermont (i.e. EARTH day) because hippies are annoying, but i love this school and my friends here. we've been having such a great last few weeks, and i think that its amazing that i'm still making new friends here.
this weekend is pday, and friday OAR is playing here !! LB will be coming to visit me and i can't wait, i miss her so much. i think home this summer is going to be interesting, and at first i was really apprehensive about coming home for the summer because of family and friends and other factors, but i think i may be coming home for the entire summer. i love my friends from home, but last summer was definately a kind of transition summer and it was so tough with work schedules and such, that i felt like i would go 2 weeks or more without seeing certain people and that blew hardcore.
i got an internship working at a hospital this summer, and i'm really really excited. i think its going to be some great expereince, and unlike baystate i think this is going to be something i truly enjoy.
rescue here is going great. i love that i have helped save a ton of lives in the past 2 semesters, its a fully rewarding feeling. i'm taking my emt test at the end of the semester, and i'm pretty flippin nervous. i'm also a rescue officer for this year until next march, and i'm really excited.
things with taylor are going excellent :]. we're riduculously similar, and the things that we disagree upon we're doing our best to understand. we've been having a ton of fun, and have just been doing a ton of stuff together and he makes me happy .
now that i've written a novella, im gonna peace out and probably write in this thing next year.
later homes. | comments: Leave a comment   |
| i miss high school.
not actual high school but the way high school was.
with friends being really close all the time.
it sounds really stupid but its so true.
people who just graduated:
cherish the time you guys have left as friends right after high school, because when you come home for the summer after your first year, it will never be the same.
even if you think it will be , it won't.
i really want to spend a lot of time with my friends because i know once i get back to SMC i'm going to miss the dirty so much.
i just wish i wasn't working so damn much.
bay state is ruining my life.
that is all. | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| shit son, its been awhile.
summer 'o6...well its been interesting.
have had plenty of high quality times with the boys and girls of the posse...
its been great seeing everyone so much.
and its been really great that i haven't run into that many people otherwise because well....i hate randolph.
im already counting down the days until i go back to school.
pumped to go see the sox.
and pumped to go see dmb.
confused about my life...but not really, because people who lie really aren't worth your time.
adrienne terra is my hero.
LadyAdey7: the opposite of love is indifference so we can either show them it bothers us or pretend like we dont care.
^^describes my life.
just got back from ply-mouth (pronounced just like that, per taylor ;-))
ohhhhh complications.
if anyone understood that, you deserve mad props. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| its the end of the semester.
i want to run into jagged rocks.
i have a 40 page cobalt lab due tomorrow for chemistry.
i have a religion paper due.
i have a biology presentation due tomorrow which i have yet to start.
thinking about my life makes me sick to my stomach.
pathetic people crack me up, espeically when they're so off track about their love life its quite comical.
and when people think that others are in love with them but they constantly just talk shit about the other person...that also makes me smile.;-)
oh life.
i have big plans this summer.
beach, work, beach, knock your teeth out, work some more, hang out with my friends everyday, take long drives, roadtrips to see my smc loves, montreal hopefully several times, living at the EH.
i come home in 9 days.
thank god.
finals are going to suck.
i don't miss our town...just the people. and by people i mean just my friends, not the other fucktards from our town. im not looking forward to living there again for 3 months. holllller. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| college is college.
easter break with michelle was awesome.
saw dane cook& touched him.
could probably die happy.
only two more weeks of classes until finals. thank god.
lifes kind of screwed up, but im working through it.
i probably should have written this in broken and unfluent spanish because i guess its trendy now.
people who are vindictive make me laugh, especially when they have mullets.
i love my life.
did i mention that?
p-day is coming up...its going to be amazing- dave atell is doing a show here and its going to be sick.
and free.
we're having mud tug of war. should be a good time.
and how about them redsox? i love those boys.
im going to a game this summer with michelle. we're going ALL the fuck out.
i try out to be on the rescue squad next weekend- i'm a little nervous.
ive helped save three lives so far...its such an amazing feeling, but the fact that i've already seen an attempted suicide is slightly scary.
i need summer now.
and a tan, because my bahamas tan is fading slowly.
i miss my friends.
thats it. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| its spring break.
& its really nice to be home.
i decided to be ridiculously spontaneous today and cut off my hair and get some sweet highlights. whoops :) i like it though.
i never use my livejournal anymore, but random updates are fun, except for the fact that only alyssa reads them :).
ive decided i live for awkward situations, as much as at the time i hate them. theres nothing wrong with a little heart wrenching discomfort every once in awhile.
im officially basically falling in love with being an emt, because its probably the best adrenaline rush ever.
short sentences are fun.
i love my new car & the smell & the fact that my cupholder rolled down alyssas walkway today.
i love toys on vh1 probably made my life.
i already miss smc, which is weird because when i was there i just wanted to be here...and now that i'm here and theres a fucking exercise bicycle sitting in my bedroom, my kitchen is torn apart, and my puppys not here, things are weird.
chris amuzzini is nothing short of amazing even though i'm better at aladdin on super ninetendo and i'm willing to prove that.;-)
michelle stpaul should just not go back to BU this week.
i wish we could just preserve time and go back to high school and not be in high school but have the situation be like we still were. make sense? probably not.
peking ravoli is delicious and i want some even though its 130 am.
i drove to pizza hut at midnight last night just so me and the boyfriend could eat dinner. we're such fat kids & i love it.
reading peoples ljs about masc made me nostalgic, yet happy im grown up.
im tired. | | comments: 8 comments or Leave a comment |
| so today's valentines day.
& it sucks.
i lost another dog today.
jake bit my cousin and apparently hes been deemed as dangerous, and we had to give him away to a cocker spaniel adoption center.
fucking bullshit.
its not the dogs fault that my 2 year old fucking cousin kailey can't keep her goddamn hands out of a dogs mouth. who does that.
anyways, yeah i have anger issues.
i suggested just giving away kailey instead.
the family didn't like that very much.
i didn't even get to say goodbye. | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| () Rocky Horror Picture Show
(1) Grease
(2) Pirates of the Caribbean
(3) Boondock Saints
( ) The Mexican
( ) Fight Club
( ) Starsky and Hutch
( ) Blazing Saddles
( ) Airplane
(5) The Princess Bride
( ) Young Frankenstien
(6) AnchorMan: The Legend of Ron Burgandy
(7) Napoleon Dynamite
(8) Saw
( ) White Noise
( ) White Oleander
(9) Anger Management
(10) 50 First Dates
( ) Jason X
(11) Scream
(12) Scream 2
( ) Scream 3
(13) Scary Movie
(14) Scary Movie 2
( ) Scary Movie 3
(15) American Pie
(16) American Pie 2
(17) American Wedding
(18) Harry Potter
(19) Harry Potter 2
(20) Harry Potter 3
(21) Harry Potter 4
( ) Resident Evil I
( ) Resident Evil II
(22) The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book
(23) The Village
(24) Donnie Darko
( )Lilo & Stitch
( ) Lilo & Stitch 2: Stitch has a Glitch
(25) Finding Nemo
( ) Finding Neverland
( ) 13 Ghosts
(26) Signs
(27) The Grinch (Jim Carrey)
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre (The Original)
(28) White Chicks
(29) Butterfly Effect
(30) 13 Going on 30
( ) I, Robot
(31) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
( ) Universal Soldier
( ) A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(32) Along Came Polly
( ) Deep Impact
( ) King Pin
(33) Never Been Kissed
(34) Meet The Parents
(35) Meet the Fockers
(36)Eight Crazy Nights
( ) Joe Dirt
( ) A Cinderella Story
(37) The Terminal
(38) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
(39) Passport to Paris
(40) Dumb & Dumber
(41)Dumb & Dumberer
( ) Final Destination
( ) Final Destination 2
(42) Halloween
(43) The Ring
( )The Ring 2
(44) Harold & Kumar Get the Munchies (H&K go to white castle)
( ) Practical Magic
( ) Chicago
( ) Ghost Ship
() From Hell
(45) Hellboy
(46) Secret Window
( ) I Am Sam
( ) The Whole Nine Yards
( ) The Day After Tomorrow
( ) Child's Play
( ) Bride of Chucky
(47) Ten Things I Hate About You
(48) Just Married
( ) Gothika
( ) Nightmare on Elm Street
(49) Sixteen Candles
(50)Remember the Titans
(51)Coach Carter
( ) Bad Boys
( )Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
( ) Se7en
( ) Oceans Eleven
( ) Ocean's Twelve
(52) Identity
( ) Lone Star
( ) Predator I
( ) Predator II
(53) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
(54) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(55) ET
( ) Children of the Corn
(56) My Boss' daughter
(57) Maid in Manhattan
( ) Frailty
( ) Best Bet
(58) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(59) She's All That
(60) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
( ) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
(61)Ever After
(62) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
( ) X-Men
( ) X2
( ) Spider-Man
( ) Spider-Man 2
( ) Sky High
( ) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
(63) Catch Me If You Can
(64 ) The Others
(65) Freaky Friday (original)
( ) Reign of Fire
(66) Cruel Intentions
(67) The Hot Chick
(68)Swimfan
( ) Miracle
(69) Old School
(70) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
( ) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
( ) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
( ) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(71) A Walk to Remember
( ) Boogeyman
(72 ) Hitch
( ) The Fifth Element
( ) Star Wars Episode I The Phantom Menace
( ) Star Wars Episode II Attack of The Clones
( ) Star Wars Episode III Revenge of The Sith
( ) Star Wars Episode IV A New Hope
( ) Star Wars Episode V The Empire Strikes Back
( ) Star Wars Episode VI Return of The Jedi
( ) Troop Beverly Hills
( ) Swimming with Sharks
(73 ) Air Force One
( ) For Richer or Poorer
( ) Trainspotting
( ) People Under the Stairs
( ) Blue Velvet
(74 ) Sound of Music
( 75) Parent Trap
(76) Parent Trap Re-make (Lindsay Lohan)
( ) The Burbs
(77) The Terminator
( ) Terminator 2
( ) T-3
( 78) Empire Records
( ) SLC Punk
( ) Meet Joe Black
(79) Nightmare Before Christmas
(80) The Silence of the Lambs
( ) Red Dragon
( ) Sleepy Hollow
( ) I Heart Huckabees
( ) 24 Hour Party People
( ) Blood In Blood Out
( ) Neverending Story
(81) Bedazzled
welp, i guess that means i watch too many movies.
college is eh. i like being back and having my independence, but i miss the posse and my ferocious ladies so much...and of course my christopher.
my classes aren't too bad yet. calc II is going to be an absolute bitch, and probably chemistry as well. my bio professor is the shit, and hes the cutest irish man ever, who always starts class by letting us listen to a cd, which is U2, or something good. hes awesome. and surprisingly, i really really really like religion. i thought i'd hate it, but i'm definately no holy girl.
so thats my update. maybe i'll write again when something interesting up here happens (like when its not below freezing or something...) | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| karma has proven its effectiveness tonight, ladies and gentlemen.
hahahahaha.
so utterly happy right now :) | | comments: Leave a comment |
| happy two and a half years my darling.
its gone by too fast .
love you :) | | comments: Leave a comment |
| things to do.
-6-8 page paper or something like that by..oh..tomorrow.
-chemistry quiz tomorrow.
-chemistry lab thursday.
-biology lab friday.
-chemistry pre-lab thursday.
-huge fucking calculus assign. due friday.
so whenever i tell you college is fun, remind me of RIGHT NOW.
on the + side of things however:
+ got an 85 on my chem exam
+got a 90!! on my biology exam.
+got a 100 on my last beast of a calc exam.
+got a 100 on my last bio quiz.
+ got a 100 on my last chem quiz.
+ got a 94 on my chem lab.
+got an 89 on my bio lab.
grades wise, probably the best week of college so far. so effing proud of myself, i've just been pushing myself.
thanksgiving is seeming ever so sweet.
i cannot wait to see everyone :)
i miss you all like crazy & i love you! | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| even though today is veterans day, we have school.
i just got back from lunch and i'm really sad.
in our dining hall, they had people laying on the ground, with blankets covering them to make it look like they were dead. they were reading a list of the fallen soldiers from vermont who have died in the war in iraq. it was dark and a lot of candles were lit. it was just...horrible.
i'm wearing a nametag today of a 21 year old soldier who died- practically all the students are.
its so horrible and depressing and sad.
i never really thought about war and how many people actually died until today.
and its tough to think about. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| this weekend was fantastic :)
my wonderful boyfriend came all the way to vermont to visit meeee.
we went out to eat, walked arm and arm around church street and lake champlain water front.
we looked @ foliage, and spent 2 nights together.
it was pretty much the most amazing thing ever.
I love you :)
in other news, i miss randolph.
a whollllllle lot.
and i can't wait for thanksgiving break to see my best frieds in the entire world. i miss you guys!
well off to calculus class.
i'm out like deb in a clarinet playing contest. | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| i'm so happy this week is over.
Last night, I completely wasted a friday night, because i think i was in the worst mood i've been in in awhile.
contrary to the beliefs of some, it wasn't because my boyfriend was having a social life.
i was lonely. i did bad on both a biology exam and a quiz. i was homesick. my closest friends went home for the night. i was just hating life in general.
a few episodes of the real world, Alex canning in a bra, and some intense games of rummy certainly cheered me up, however.
i just don't think you should think i'm pathetic.
everyones allowed to have bad days, and it was my first TERRIBLE like want to go home type of day since i've come to college.
it was the first day i actually felt homesick, and now i'm fine.
tonight= halloween dance.
so ridiculously excited!
my 80's costume is pretty sick!
i'll update some more later. :) i kind of missed live journal in a weird sort of way... | | comments: Leave a comment |
| i gave up live journal, sort of.
but i feel the need to update.
the thing that annoys me most, more than anything in the world, is the artificial use of the word love. I feel like now that i'm in college, more than ever, i've come to realize the true meaning of the word. obviously i loved chris, even when i was in high school, but we didn't exchange the 'l word' until we were ready and knew it was true. nowadays, i feel like people start dating, and think that they're automatically suppossed to "love" each other, and then they just throw around the word, and it makes me uncomfortable. "love" isn't merely getting someone to kiss you or hold your hand, or take you to a movie; it's a lot more than that.
i just hope people realize that. | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| so, i guess everyone thinks ive gone through some drastic change, which isn't true.
& feel like shit.
because, heh, surprise, im more like myself than a lot of people.
& so with that,
i hereby quit livejournal. | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
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